Chapter 3
“Everybody, follow
me!” an obviously gay and very happy young man with a clipboard waved his
hands. “Press conference is about to start in 10 Minutes, take your seats and
wait for the band. Everybody without this,” he pointed at his own backstage
pass, “will be escorted outside and to the stage to wait for the band and take
some pictures. I got…” checking his board again he let his gaze run over the
small crowd in front of him. “Radio 7, Neue Woche and Flashlight for separate
interviews and a small shooting.” With a smile of satisfaction he turned
around. “Room four, be quick!” he drove the waiting reporters on like a herd of
cattle.
I shouldered my bag,
drawing a deep breath. Time to meet my husband.
Winking at the woman
by my side, I grabbed her arm to pull her along.
“Elena, whatever you
have gotten me into, I want out!” she whispered, making me giggle like an
eleven year old. Luckily Martha had been quick to accredit her as well and so
my younger sister was right now magazine-staff with a camera that we had borrowed
from our oldest brother.
“Don’t wet yourself,
it’s gonna be fun!” I whispered back, still pulling her along the corridor and
into the little conference room we were shown to by the young man with the
clipboard.
I had given my whole
situation a few more minutes of thinking, suddenly realising, that my sister Anna
had met the worst of her boyfriends at a party that very evening. So why only
do something for myself? I had called her right away and invited her to join me
at the concert and for the interview as my private photographer.
Of course at this
instant she had ants in her pants and wanted out, but I knew for sure that the
lads would win her over like they had won me so many years ago… well, that very
day to be more precise.
Smiling and also a little
excited I started sorting my notebook and pens on my lap, throwing little gazes
at the door at the other end of the room. Soon they would walk inside. Raul
first, followed by Samu, a smile on his full lips. Then Osmo and SAMI, still in
some conversation and then Riku, my Riku with his incredible eyes. The last
time I had been in that chair, I had been so baffled, staring at Samu the whole
time, but not this time, smiling to myself I looked at the door again. Oh yes,
this time I would give Riku a closer look.
At least I had
thought so. But when the door suddenly opened, I felt my heart skipping a few
beats. My mouth went dry and all I could do for a few intense seconds was
staring at Samu. He threw a look across the room, his typical smile on his face
but then is eyes were locked with mine and everything else suddenly faded. Look
at Riku! A little voice inside my head yelled at me. Look at Riku, he is
walking by! Look!
But Samu was already
seated at one of the three tables at the head of the room and somehow he held
my stare. Trying hard to breathe, I managed to bite my tongue and turn my head.
Damn. I still felt his intense blue eyes on me.
Riku on the other
hand didn’t even waste one look which made it even harder to try and look at
him. God, he was so young! Had he ever been that young? His hair was full and
fluffy and he looked like a cute schoolboy!
Quickly I shook my
head a little. SAMI was talking already and I intended to listen, hastily
making notes for the upcoming interview with Samu and Riku. “Take a few
pictures!” I told Anna and she woke up from staring, lifting the camera with
blushing cheeks.
It was all over in a
split second and I gathered my stuff to walk over to the friendly little man
with the clipboard but suddenly Anna beside me stumbled. We had just passed the
conference tables where the lads were still standing and I saw a hand reaching
out for her. She was grabbed and pulled back to her feet by a smiling Sami.
Without letting go he slid over the table top, standing between us. “Well,
hello, beautiful press-girl! Want an interview?” he said with a huge smile,
pushing me further aside, whilst Riku was as well pushed farther away from us
by another group of reporters. This wasn’t happening! He hadn’t even given me
one proper look! Grumpily I turned on my heels, running into something that
felt virtually solid. “Au!” holding my nose that definitely hurt from the
contact with his ribs, I looked up into a broad grin.
“And hello to you
too, sweet pie.” Holding me at arm’s length for a second, Samu looked down at
me. “Neue Woche Frankfurt.” He managed to read from the little card on my top.
“Well, lucky you, I got time.”
What on earth…?
Staring after Riku that was already about to leave the room, I cleared my
throat. “Well…” I mumbled, shouldering my backpack.
He laughed but it
sounded surprised. “Well what? I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to impose myself on
you.” Stepping back he put his hands into the pockets of his pants and I was
quick to grab his arm. He was still by far my best chance to make contact with Riku
and for all I knew by now he was my only chance, because this was definitely
not going the way I had expected it. “You didn’t.” I smiled at him, feeling the
soft tingle in my stomach I always got from his amazing smile. “Come on, let’s
find some private place to talk, I have loads of questions!”
“Very well then, lead
the way.” Nodding at Sami that followed with Anna by his side, we left the
conference room and headed for a little corner table by a window only a few
corridors ahead.
“So.” Sami turned is
chair around, facing us. “What secrets are you trying to extort from us?”
Putting his feet on the table between us, he waved at another clipboarded young
girl that came rushing along the corridor at an instant. “Can we get some
coffee over here?”
Laughing inwardly at
his very cool younger self, I pushed his feet aside a little. “He meant ‘I beg
your pardon’ and ‘Can we get some coffee over here, please’.” I gave Sami a
serious look and almost giggled, when he sat up straight, arranging his t-shirt.
“Of course.” He
nodded at the assistant that was still standing next to him with big eyes and a
stupid smile.
As soon as she was
out of sight, he leaned over the table. “I don’t like you!” he simply stated
with a half grin.
Softly I patted his
arm. “You will soon enough, Sami.”
Samu broke into
laughter, pulling his chair closer to rest his arm around the backrest of mine.
“Well I do like you. A lot!” he gave me a smile and a wink, and I felt my
stomach doing a few backflips.
At least I wasn’t close
mouthed this time. I even managed to return Samu’s smile and give him a
conspiratorial wink without being blown away from the familiar and intoxicating
scent of his after shave. “Thanks for that.” With my pen I pointed at him. “So
tell me, what is it like to be part of this band now that you finally broke
through? You guys clearly broke the sound barrier during the last weeks!”
He chuckled at my
word play (that I was really proud of) and leaned closer. “Well, my dear
reporter-girl, it turns out that being part of this band is…”
“Really fascinating!”
Sami interrupted, shooting a stern little gaze at his bandmate that had clearly
been on the edge of telling me something inappropriate.
Sighing I nodded at Sami.
“What changed? All the fans, hotel rooms, another town, another show every
night.”
“Awesome!” was Sami’s
answer, but Samu next to me snorted.
“Overwhelming and
lonely.” He corrected and shot a look at Sami. “But maybe I just shut up and
you give the interview, Osala. Thanks a lot, beautiful assistant!” he added,
when the girl from before approached with a tray of paper coffee mugs. He gave
me another wink before taking the tray and putting it in the middle of the
table.
“We have visited half
of Europe and will start another tour in Asia next year!” SAMI kept talking
enthusiastically. “Our fans are great and supportive and it is exciting to be
on the road.”
“Thrilling!” Samu
obviously couldn’t hold his tongue. “I love small bunks and bad food on long
flights.”
“Seriously, mate?” Sami
pushed one of the cups in Samu’s direction. “Have a sip and put the whiny
crybaby away, will you?”
“Sorry.” Samu mumbled
after a few seconds, turning back at me with a smirk on his full lips.
“Standing on the stage is actually the best feeling in the world. Well maybe
beside the best feeling in the world.” He gave me another wink. “Unfortunately
we haven’t seen much of the cities we visited so far, most of our time is
filled with work.”
“How does your
schedule look like? Can you give us a little insight into your ordinary tour-day?”
I was still so totally overjoyed that I was confident in the presence of my
biggest and most secret heart-throb, that I picked up speed. I even moved
closer to Samu a little, putting my hand on his arm.
He gave me a bright
smile, bending over in my direction. “Well, Osala over there gets up at six in
the morning and does 100 push ups. Then he has a healthy breakfast, gives a few
autographs and consecrates the concert hall with holy candles.”
Surprised I broke
into laughter, knowing exactly why this guy had somehow become a special friend
of mine despite all the weird longings and feelings that came to life in his
company. Nevertheless I almost jumped out of my skin when I felt his hand on
the naked part of my upper back. He obviously sensed it but didn’t remove his
hand and kept playing around with some strands of my hair.
“You’ll come to see
us play tonight, right?”
I nodded, torn
between moving away and leaning into his touch. “Really looking forward to it.
Now come on,” with some bother I finally managed to lean forward again and
escape his weirdly soft fingertips. “Tell me some stuff, I need to write about
you guys, give me insight! We don’t have all day.”
“Why don’t you join
us for some clubbing tonight?” Samu suddenly offered, his hand on my forearm
now, playing with the goose bumps he caused. “Bring the camera and your very
silent photographer and get your own behind-the-scenes story.”
“Sounds great!” I
flashed a gaze at Sami. “Are you alright with that?” I asked as politely as
possible, knowing Sami and his temper after being ignored and even mocked. “It
won’t be inappropriate and I will send you a first draft to get your blessings
for it.”
The frown disappeared
immediately and he even gave me a smile. “Fine with me.” He said and I sent a
small thank you to the Gods above for giving me the advantage of knowing all of
them inside out.
“Just answer a few
more regular questions, I need material, alright?” giving both of them a
Sunday-smile I even went one step further and secretly brushed my hand over Samu’s
knee when I bent down to pick up my little tape recorder.
Now both of them were
extremely compliant. Samu for obvious reasons, still trying to keep physical
contact with me, and Sami for being in charge, flattered and treated like the
little price I knew he was deep inside.
Suddenly someone
rushed by, stopping in his tracks and almost running into us. “Thank God,
normal people!” Riku exclaimed, quickly taking Anna’s chair that was free at
this moment because she had started taking some more pictures of us. “I was in
some room with a weirdo that was curious about my sexual orientation and asked
a lot of really inappropriate stuff about me and SM.” Inhaling deeply he
flashed a bright smile at me. “Now look at that!” his smile grew even wider and
he offered his hand to me. “Riku, pleased to meet you! No, wait, delighted!”
the smile grew another impossible inch wider and he leaned in my direction.
“Wanna find out some secrets?”
At first I had been
completely staggered and out of words. My husband! Riku. Confused I stared into
his beautiful eyes for a second or two, almost touching his cheek and kissing
him because I was so used to doing that. With my heart beating in my throat I
managed to return his smile. “Well if you could confirm the existence of the
Higgs-Boson-Particle, I’d be impressed. These are indeed still a secret but I
would love to discuss God-Particles with you.”
Now he laughed along
with me, resting his elbows on his knees to lower his head to the level of my
little clipcard. “Well, well, Elena. Beautiful and smart, what a surprise.”
“Elena just agreed to
meet up after the show and join us for a little clubbing.” Samu suddenly said.
“You want me to show you around backstage now?” he offered, putting his arm
around the backrest of my chair again.
Riku gave him a look
and his brows furrowed slightly.
“I’d love to, why
don’t we all go?” trying to sound a little more enthusiastic I gave Riku a
smile. “And for the clubbing, I could give you my mobile number and we set
something up.”
“Sure!” Samu jumped
up behind me and felt around the pockets of his jeans.
“Leave it, I got
this!” Riku said with a strange undertone in his voice and I saw Samu’s brows
furrow now when Riku was quick to open his mobile and type.
“Your number?” he
still smiled at me, but I saw the little glance in Samu’s direction. Secretly
looking up at him as well, I found an unfamiliar look on the other man’s face,
trying to remember the way it had been during my first interview with them. It
hit me like a bolt of electricity when I realized that it had taken place
almost precisely like that. Samu had asked for my number, but I had given it to
Riku because he had been quicker with his mobile.
My eyes were locked
with Samu for a brief moment of silence. This was it. The point of decision.
Right here I had chosen Riku. Subconsciously maybe but from this point on, Samu
had been out of the picture. He had not shown any interest in me any longer and
I had soon been too involved with Riku and our conversations to even see him.
It was different this
time. Riku had only joined us and I had definitely had a better start with Samu.
Confusing feelings washed over me and I still watched Samu that now pulled a
mobile out of his back pocket. “Your number, reporter-girl.” He demanded in his
husky voice that sent a shiver down my spine. With a short look at Riku over my
head, he nodded firmly. “I got this.” He insisted.