Donnerstag, 8. September 2016

Chapter 4 - Lost in the Dark

Einen wunderschönen guten Morgen und viel Spaß mit dem Sunrise Avenue Update für "Lost in the Dark", derzeit eine meiner absoluten Lieblingsfanfiktions von unseren geliebten Finnen. Ich plane derzeit auch, eine weitere Geschichte zu schreiben, in der es mit Elida und den Sunrise Avenue Jungs weitergeht.

Viel Spaß beim Lesen!

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Chapter 4

My senses seemed to wake up separately. It started with hearing. The low sound of a drum. Far away and very slowly. Snoring. The creaking of wood and the wind in the trees outside. Then all of a sudden my sense of smell arrived and if I wasn’t mistaking, there was a hint of fading cologne or aftershave close to my nose. It was mixed with the smell of the cold fire, sweat and hide.
After what felt like hours, I managed to move slightly. There were other smells now, many of them. And also a lot of sounds.
But the low sound of the drum I had heard first was still there. Closer now. It took me another few minutes to realize that it was in fact a heartbeat.
Suddenly I was pulled into a tight embrace and felt a hand running over my cheek.
“Are you alright?” a voice whispered and I looked up into the most beautiful blue eyes I had ever seen.
Carefully I nodded, still looking up at him with disbelief. Samu. He was here. I raised my hand to cautiously touch the stubbles on his chin. He was here and he was real. For a reason I did not understand I felt relieved. At least I wasn’t alone in this terrifying and unfamiliar world. With Samu by my side it felt like having a piece of home with me.
Sighing I rested my face to his chest again, feeling his hand running over my upper arm.
“It’s good to have you here.” He whispered into my hair and I snuggled tightly into his embrace.
“Likewise.” I murmured back, wrapping my arm around him.
We stayed like this for a long time, simply holding each other. I was almost certain that he was as overtaxed with the whole situation as I was. I didn’t expect a hero. It was comforting to simply close my eyes and cuddle my face to his neck. We weren’t alone anymore. That was all that counted for now.
“I wish we had a chance to talk properly.” He mumbled suddenly and lifted his head. “But as far as I can see, they won’t grant us the gift of a minute alone.”
“We are alive.” I whispered almost inaudibly. “That is as good as it gets for us, trust me.” At a glance around I found myself in one of the beds in the gallery where Yorick had brought me yesterday to get dressed. There was deep snoring behind the curtains to our left and right and I was surprised to feel another body moving next to mine.
“Right.” Samu lay back and pulled me closer to extend the distance between me and the man that sat up next to us.
Yorick.
He had taken off his leather breastplate and it suddenly seemed as if he was only half the size he had been yesterday wearing it. He gave me a smile and rubbed his tired face, before yawning deeply.
“Are you alright?” he asked as well and I nodded, watching him throwing quick gazes around before he locked eyes with me again. “He refused to let go of you.” He suddenly stated and pointed at Samu with a grin. “A very disobedient captive.”
I couldn’t help smiling as well and patted Samu’s arm. “What now?” I asked Yorick. The young man had left the bed and pulled a woollen pullover over his head before he took his cuirass and closed the belt with his dagger.
“Now, Mylady?” he bowed half in earnest, half in jest, and winked at me. “Now you will have to excuse me for reasons I do not intend to discuss with a lady. Then I might go and find a servant and some breakfast and we talk.” Quickly he sneaked behind the curtain to our right, putting his finger on his lips. “Try not to wake my father before I come back, will you?”
I nodded immediately. “Of course!” I whispered almost noiselessly, making Yorick chuckle and point at Samu again.
“He only wants to hug you and doesn’t seem to have the intention to hump you, silent or not, so I’m gonna leave you now.” On his tiptoes he made his way over in the direction of the stairs, but he returned only seconds later with a thoughtful look on his face. “Another thing: My brother is sleeping on the other side of this curtain. You do not want to wake him now, believe me.” Grinning he nodded at us and left again.
I felt Samu moving another impossible inch closer on the narrow bed and turned back at him with an insecure smile. “Seems like they are giving us a minute after all.” Carefully I ran my fingers through his hair. “But we have to be quiet, there are many people still sleeping around us.”
Samu nodded immediately, taking my hand to put it on his face.
“God, I seriously have no idea why, but it feels good to have you here.” He said again, looking at me closely. “You speak their language?”
“I do.” I confirmed. “It took a bit of listening, but it is definitely Norwegian and my father is from Norway.”
“How did we end up here?” Samu’s nose almost touched mine and he wrapped his arm around my waist. “Do you have any idea? I was supposed to meet you but I wanted to go for a little hike myself and maybe impress you by a few paths I had discovered already.” He grimaced. “Turned out to be a very stupid idea. Retrospectively.”
“I can’t even remember. I … I was in the woods and there was this very thick fog around one of the hills in the National Park. For the first time in my life I got lost and it seems that I feel off a rock or something. Yorick found me and took me here, he’s been keeping me safe for the last 24 hours.”
Again Samu nodded slowly, absorbing the things I had told him. “It seems that we are only alive because of the old man, isn’t that right?”
“Oddgeir.” I shrugged slightly. “In my case it was Yorick, but they have a similar belief.”
“And what would that be?”
“To them we are Ask and Embla, the first human beings created by three very powerful Gods. Oddgeir seems to sense that we are different, when he talked to me, it felt as if he was looking right through me. Somehow Yorick feels it too.”
“So they think we are Gods? That’s insane!”
“Not Gods, but Godsend.” I thought about the night before, realising in surprise that I didn’t remember much of it. “Yorick and some of the others want to settle. They have been waiting for a sign from the Gods to tell them where to finally stop and settle down. And now we turned up out of the blue, obviously different and their shaman-grandfather believes that the Gods have chosen us to be their miracle.” Helplessly I shrugged. “I don’t remember much of last night.” Looking up into Samu’s eyes I suddenly found him smiling.
“Well, Mylady, if I had not been scared shitless, it would have been amusing to be very honest.”
I cocked my eyebrow. “What d’you mean, amusing?”
“Do you remember this potion you drank? It made you quite talkative.”
“And what did I say?” carefully I shifted my weight to my elbow.
“You simply started talking and walking around the fire, addressing different people in the crowd. They were all looking at you with big eyes, especially your friend Yorick. You stopped right in front of me every few moments and told me stuff about the Danes in Northumbria and Mercia and a king that was called Alfred and that was supposed to start fighting the Danes because they were about to enter Wessex.” He rubbed his cheek. “And I guess you told them not to stay in Wales but to settle here for now. Their leader seemed quite impressed and there was a lot of talking and shouting going on. Then you suddenly started to dance and sing.”  Another smile flashed over his face. “Alanis Morisette, I believe it was Unset. And after that you suddenly flaked out and I caught you and refused to let go of you because I was scared that they would take you away from me. So we ended up in this bed with Yorick next to us because he insisted on not letting you out of his sight. What the hell is going on with him and that dark bird on his forehead anyway?”
“It’s a raven.” I corrected, still completely puzzled about the revelations of the yesterevening. “They are a symbol of Odin and Yorick has been desperate for answers, that is why he had it made.” Shaking my head slowly, I looked at Samu again. “So it seems that I offered them a glimpse at their future, right? And now they want to stay and settle?”
He shrugged apologetically. “Most of the talk was in their native tongue, I can only tell you what you told me. But they were quite excited.” He fell silent. “D’you think that we will get out of this alive?” he suddenly asked, looking at me very seriously.
All I could do was shrug myself and rest me face to his chest again. “I have no idea.” I mumble into his shirting. “Right now I believe they will keep us alive, they still show great interest in us.”
“In you.” He corrected in a very low voice. “You have the knowledge they want, I am only a weird coincident.”
“Not if we make them believe that we are bound to be together and that I need you to see and answer their questions.” I put a hand on his face and lifted it carefully. “Hey!” I tried to smile. “I had a crush on you for the last seven years, you think I’m gonna sell you off to some nasty Northmen?”
The left corner of his mouth lifted and he gave me the smile I had always adored. “I hope I won’t disappoint you. Right at this moment there is not much of a brave man inside of me. But thank you for the crush, I really appreciate it.” He tried to joke, succeeding in making me giggle slightly and wrap my arm around him firmly.
“We are in this together, maybe we will also find a way out.”
When he bent over me, there was a sudden sound nearby and I looked up appalled. To my surprise and shock it was Yorick’s older brother. Aevarr, I reminded myself, trying to focus on his face, because he was stark-naked with his strong arms folded over his broad chest.
“Did he manage to bring it up or did my little brother satisfy you, Mylady?” he asked with a grin and I furrowed my brows.
“Well, ahem …” Confused I looked at Samu that still had his arms wrapped around me.
“Does he wanna hurt you?” he whispered and I shook my head slightly, rubbing his hand.
“There was no need for anything other than sleep.” I managed to answer the naked warrior with a lot more dignity than I had expected. “I had passed out and it seems that no one took advantage of that fact.”
Aevarr broke into laughter. “They should have!” he simply stated, pointing at Samu. “I offered him to join me and my wife last night, but he was too afraid to let go of you and leave you with Yorick.”
My head spun around alarmed. “They offered you to join them last night?” I asked soundlessly and he shrugged.
“Maybe, I guess so.” He answered evasively. “I wasn’t sure. Beside the fact that I wouldn’t want a threesome with the beef cake over there, I would in my position never dare fucking one of their wives! Above it all leave you alone in bed with another one of them!”
I hushed him down, cutting him a look. Of course he had no idea. He didn’t know the rules, didn’t know the habits of the Northmen, but we had to iron this out right away if he wanted to live to see the next day.
“He is very sorry about that!” I told Aevarr with my most humble voice and a bow. “He was too scared to leave me!" I added submissively, quickly pulling Samu into an upright position. “Bow deeply and tell him that you are sorry!”
His eyes became round. “I have to tell him that I’m sorry because I didn’t fuck his woman?”
“Do it!” I insisted with my teeth gritted and a smile that was almost painful. “Trust me and do it. Tell him that she’s more than beautiful and that you are very sorry for not sharing their bed. Tell him!”
“But he doesn’t understand me anyway.”
“It’s not what you say but how you say it and now talk, you fool or d’you want him to cut your throat for your restiveness?”
Samu swallowed hard and finally nodded, bowing deeply. “I can’t say how sorry I am, Sir!” he stuttered. “I wish I could have joined you but … I was too scared to leave Elida with Yorick and … your wife is beautiful and it would have been the greatest pleasure …”
“Enough.” I whispered, nodding at Aevarr. “He is more than sorry and tells you that you have the most beautiful wife any man could ask for but he was afraid and needed to stay with me.”
Aevarr nodded, being content with the explanation and the apology. With a yawn he scratched his crotch and left, grunting: “Next time. If Idun still wants him.”
Samu was pale when I looked at him and I wrapped my arms around him, resting his face to my neck.
“Have I … Did I seriously just tell this guy I’m sorry for NOT fucking his wife?” he whispered breathlessly, shoving me away slightly to look into my eyes.
I nodded and grabbed his chin. “And you will also apologize to his wife as soon as we see her!”
“For not fucking her.” Completely confused he stared at me and I nodded affirmatively.
“Samu. Look at me and listen!” I demanded, still holding his chin. “The two of us are special to them. We have been sent by their Gods and we are kind of sacred. If you would have accepted their offer last night and she would have conceived, either from you or her husband, this child would have been blessed, even sacred as well. That is why they wanted you to spend the night with them. A Godsend man fathering one of their new-borns, that means a lot to these people.”
He looked at me without saying a word. Then he suddenly nodded with a thoughtful look on his face. “So if he asks me again …”
“If we don’t find an excuse or their shaman forbids it, you might have to …”
“But what about you?” suddenly alarmed he put his hands on my cheeks. “What if one of them wants a sacred child with you and …”
“I think they won’t dare.” I tried to calm him, even though I wasn’t quite sure about it. “You would only participate and kind of donor some sperm, in my case I would be carrying and the man who did it would most probably be accused of violating a sanctuary. But don’t be afraid, I believe that we can convince them that we are here on earth to be exclusive to each other.” I smiled bleakly, resting my forehead to his chin. “Promise me not to leave my side.” I suddenly heard myself say and he pulled me closer, kissing my hair.
“I promise.” He whispered hoarsely.

We found Idun on our way downstairs and I made Samu kneel in front of her and apologize. At first she had been reserved but the she nodded, brushing her hair.
“Maybe I will come for you next month.” She said, waving at us to leave her alone to get dressed properly.
The ground-floor was already filled with people that sat around the fires where they had most probably spent the night. A murmur went through the crowd when Samu and I made our way over the compacted mud floor.
My eyes found Yorick on a small bench by the biggest fireplace in the middle of the house. He was dipping bread into a mug, chewing cautiously. When he saw us, he yelled something after a woman that was cleaning plates and mugs in a big water vat.
She looked up at him in distress and I was quick to stand between them, putting a hand on her arm.
“Can you get us some food?” I asked and she nodded immediately.
Sitting down next to Yorick, I leaned towards the warmth of the fire and gave him a grin. “Be friendly!” I said, wondering a little just how teasingly I sounded. Luckily he only raised his eyebrows.
“Friendly?” he repeated amused. “I didn’t hit her and I have neither humped her or her sister, that is pretty decent for a Norwegian Warrior, don’t you think, Mylady?”
“Well, if that is your way of being decent and friendly, I must really wonder how you expect one of them to become a wife one day.”
He shook his head back and laughed, but it suddenly sounded bitter. “There is no chance for anything other than the daughter of a Northman to be my wife. If I ever try and find another one again.” He added, emptying his mug. With that he got up, leaving me perplexed and with an apology caught in my throat.
From my other side Samu handed me mug as well. “Warm Ale, seriously?” he whispered, nodding thankfully at the woman that brought us bread and a wooden plate with a few pieces of cheese and two apples.
“Is there a knife somewhere?” I asked him, my mind still far away with Yorick. I had to tell him that I was sorry, I had never meant to be rude and disrespectful, especially towards something like his family or a late wife. Looking after him, I was waiting for him to return with a bad gut feeling, but the door that had closed behind him remained shut.
“You don’t need a knife, see?” Samu took one of the apples between his hands and broke it in two, handing me one half. “Well, look at that! I actually found something I can contribute! Apple breaking. Now I have meaning.”
Giggling I took a bite of the fruit and sipped the cup. It was indeed Ale again. Sweeter this time and warm, but nevertheless Ale. I shuddered with disgust. “I would pay a lot of money for a triple espresso macchiato.”
Samu rolled his eyes, chewing on his apple. “I’d sell my Porsche for a full breakfast at my favourite restaurant in Helsinki!”
I rested my head to his shoulder. “What would you order?” I asked to distract me.
He sighed and took a piece of cheese. “A lot of eggs and bacon, some salmon, fruit salad and chocolate spread with coconut and marshmallows.” He answered without even thinking about it.
“Good choice.” I agreed, watching Aevarr that had returned from the rain outside.
He took off his coat and signalized at one of the women that he wanted a drink.
“Morning, father!” he yelled through the enormous hall and clapped his hands. “Where’s Yori?”
With a drinking horn he sat down on the trunk of a tree that had been carved into a bench without a lot of skill and effort.
“He only left a minute ago.” I answered, bowing my head in the direction of the Jarl that made his way down the stairs to join us. He wore a simple robe over his woollen pants. It almost made him look like an ordinary old man. If there hadn’t been this distinctive glint in his eyes and the armful of weapons he carried with him.
“Clean them.” He simply stated, grabbing the drinking horn that was offered to him and threw the whole set of armaments – including an axe, a speer, two daggers and a breastplate – down on the floor.
Massaging his neck, he walked around the fire to take the place he had already occupied the night before. “Find Yori!” he grunted into the small crowd around us. Not at anyone in particular, but somehow two men jumped up right away and rushed outside.
“We need time to think.” The Jarl emptied his drinking horn and wiped his mouth with a sigh. Looking directly at me, he scratched his beard and leaned back.
“We have found a cloister of their Gods by the sea yesterday, but it is only a small accumulation of houses, not adequate as a fortress to stay longer than a few days.” Still rubbing his bearded chin, he nodded at me. “What d’you say, Seeress?” he rested his elbows on his knees, almost piercing through me with his dark eyes.
“I’d say you’re right.” I answered carefully. “If you won’t go back to Wales anytime soon, you should consider finding a safer place than this to stay. “ Sipping my Ale again, I wracked my brains about the possible outcomes of the decision that the Jarl had devolved on me. In any case it was for the best if they all settled somewhere safe for the time being. They could still change their minds, leave the country and go back to Wales or to Wessex to support the Danes that would soon start invading the whole of Britain. Or they could stay and build a life here. As far as I remembered, there were many cities on this coastline founded by the Vikings. Wicklow came to my mind. A county where historians were still discussing whether the name was traceable back to Norwegian or Viking origins or not.
I looked at Havar, trying to swallow down my fear. “Wicklow. The Black Castle, it would make sense.”
He eyed me up, eagerly interested. “A castle you say?”
“Surrounded by broad acres.” I looked at Samu again that had been listening to our conversation silently. “The Black Castle in Wicklow, have you ever been there?” I asked him and he nodded immediately.
“I visited the ruins once. It has a beautiful landscape and the remains of the fortress are still on this headland, it is bizarre.” Chewing on a piece of bread he slowly shook his head. “On the other hand, right now it might be standing on that rocky ridge right in front of the old harbour. Most probably there are people living there at the moment.” He looked at me closely. “You wanna take them there.” he didn’t even sound surprised and I nodded ponderingly.
“It would be a lot safer than here and it has a harbour for their ships and fields around it, hasn’t it?”
He nodded again, rubbing his face with a disbelieving look in his eyes. “Are we now planning the wars for the gentlemen?” he asked me directly and I saw refusal when he held my stare.
“I mean no harm to anyone.” I straightened my back. “If the Jarl lets me, I will go in as a negotiator and I will try to have all the residents spared.”
Samu chuckled dryly. “No one will listen to you.” He stated with a bitter undertone in his voice. “No one except those fools who believe that we are sacred.” He lowered his gaze and shook his head. “Have you ever considered, that it was the fog, this weird and scary and thick fog that seems to mess with reality and causes spatiotemporal anomalies? Has it ever occurred to you that we should leg it and run as fast as we can back into that forest and into that white shit and pray for it to take us back home?” his eyes were burning when he looked at me again. “How far is Wicklow? 40 miles? We’d be 40 miles away from here, 40 miles away from hope or any chance of return. Now tell me again, you wanna go to Wicklow and watch them slaughter their nasty ways through the county. I intend to stay.”
Completely dumbfounded I held his gaze. Jesus Christ, he was right! Had I been completely blockheaded? Grabbing his hand for support, I nodded. I rested my face to his shoulder for a few deep breaths, then I turned back at the Jarl. “It is a good 40 miles south, down the coast.” I told him in a shaky voice. “You’d be in a very good position there.”
The Jarl threw a gaze around the room. Most of his closest henchmen had been listening and I saw Yorick talking to his brother.
“When do we ride and see it for ourselves?” Aevarr got up from his bench by the fire. He seemed exalted and rubbed his wife’s back.
“I’d say, we ride now.” Havar laughed and clapped his hands. “Oddgeir!” he yelled through the room. “Cast your runes for our plans! Are the Gods with us?”
With the help of one of the warriors, the old shaman walked around the fire. To my surprise he handed his leather pouch to me and signalized me to get up.
“You do it.” He demanded and drew a circle onto the floor with his walking stick. “Right here.”
I looked up at him with a bad feeling in my guts. Samu’s arm was suddenly around my waist and he held me close. “I’m here.” He whispered into my hair. “I have no idea if this is of any assistance for you, but I am here.”
Flutteringly I took hold of his arm and closed my eyes for a second. Then I slipped my fingers into the pouch and reached for the small pieces of bone that had been smoothed by age and frequent use. I held my breath and threw the runes down onto the floor in one swift move.
The whole room had fallen silent and I watched the shaman walk around the runes on the floor, watching them closely form different angles. Then he suddenly laughed and looked at me.
“Thor is with you, child.” He stated and I cocked my head in confusion.
The old man pointed at the pouch in my hand. “His rune is missing, the ᚦ. He decided to stay with you and so shall all of us.” He stepped closer, signalizing at me to get up. “When you cast the runes, Thor as well as Tyr decided to stay in your hand.”
Again there was a low murmur of excitement around us and I found Samu looking up at me.
Something in his eyes had changed when his gaze travelled over my face. I saw his mouth open but he remained silent.
“The and the !“ the shaman yelled enthusiastically and touched my forehead with his richly ornamented stick. “I can feel them inside of you.” Suddenly his walking stick was removed from my forehead and the old man laughed shakily. “You shall ride to wherever she is guiding you.” He insisted and I heard a low: “Are you fucking kidding me?” escape Samu’s mouth.
With big eyes he looked up at me, covering his lips with his hands. Then he suddenly got up, reaching out his hands towards me.
“I need to have a word with her.” He said in a very serious voice and even though he didn’t understand a word, Oddgeir nodded at him, giving way for us to walk around the fire.
“Let them discuss.” He hushed down a few complaints from the crowd. “Get yourself ready and saddle the horses, you will be riding before long!”


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